HAIL SANTA!

Exit in Darkness

 

How long have I been underneath

The weight of all I’m carrying

For all my life, I’ve been the one

who abandoned everyone

But I need you to know

You make me whole

and I can’t let you be alone

How long have you been hiding there

In all the shade and all the empty air

I could have sworn in you I saw myself

and all the questions that I ever asked

But I need you to know

You make me whole

and I can’t let you be alone

I know love

I know love

Grudzień

 

No feeling is final

 

 Let everything happen to you

Beauty and terror

Just keep going

No feeling is final.

Rainer Maria Rilke

"Dobre lekarstwo gorzkie jest dla ust"

Forever, bones and flesh will stand

The rotting emptiness will bleed through all the walls

Now and forever, bring me your dead

The guts and grime will shine immortally red

Ground-up bones and charred-up flesh is what I need

To make this conquering death fully obscene

I need all them bones

I model the rotting corpses

Ah!...

Died all in vain, blood forever my dream

Your blood will mix and become thee again

This is the house of death

This is the house of corpses

This is the house of death

This is the house of corpses

Eviscerate and let death reign

Now desecrate, feed them to me

And the blood that is now what I need

So I can melt you with glee

Forever, bones and flesh will stand

The rotting emptiness will bleed through all the walls

This is the house of death

This is the house of corpses

This is the house of death

This is the house of corpses

Now, bring the cadavers so that I may build

The foundations of something unseen

Guts and brains are my building grounds

For the maggots will feed my need for decaying souls

All I need for me

Now, I build with bodies

Now, I feed on follies

This is the house of death

This is the house of corpses

This is the house of death

This is the house of corpses

Eviscerate and let death reign

Now desecrate, feed them to me

And the blood that is now what I need

So I can melt you to stone

IDoR 2020

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