Salvation Lies Within

A barren lining in the darkness 

A weakness in our lives 

The shade of dusk can make us feel alone 

Hopeless shaking in the dark clouds 

You open up my eyes 

You hold me up to understand 

You say, "hold on, hold on" 

Your open arms will shield the winter 

You open up my eyes 

Without despair we hold the path 

You say "hold on, hold on" 

But I can hardly see the vacant expression in their eyes 

I'm not losing all the things that ever mattered to me 

Hopeful moving through the cold light 

You've opened my eyes 

The mist will be clearing and the light will shine through.

Grudzień

 

IDoR 2022

 

Listopad

Laude

Inside a chaotic and beautiful lie

A wounded work of pain

Divine but torn

Wreaking havoc on our hearts

In a divine confusion

Blinded by everything

Crooked feelings pick at our troubled mind

So the passage to sleep gets harder to accept

We close our eyes and wonder the harmonies of the road

Walking in the dark

Tripping and falling

We get up and step into the light

Along the muted stones and driest leaves

Life being crafted under cold winters

Hidden roads inside the wastelands

Storms diverting the path unto new horizons

If the shores were not ravaged

By human greed and ignorance

Resilience would draw a wall of adventures

Ingrained in our cells

The places of Mother Earth are connected on their terms

Nothing detached in the collective souls

Strained ropes around our neck

As we cross the burning bridge

Icon of strength

Without rage

Universal sense of awareness

Waiting to be heard

Bent down on our back

Old oaths thrown in the wind

We're cursed through sludge and torment

Never turning our back

To the haunting flares

Onwards to our endless rest

Falling asleep

Our feet marching the sphere

Vibrations of a bell

Let the madness rise

Not a whisper

Not a thought

Not a kiss

No luck to be lost

Październik

Czwórka z przodu

 

Powershifter

Feared your control and excessive greed

Abuse of your power disgraced me

You want war, you got war

More than you bargained for

I damn you and leave defiantly

Cut you out and take it all with me

You want war, you got war

More than you bargained for

Always question authority,

Control my own destiny

Forcing change, breaking free

From the gears of the machine

Changing my world so I can live

Execution powershift

Changing my world so I can live

Execution powershift

Powershift

Powershift

Powershifter!

Break!

I will forge my place in this time

Contention is sharply refined

I will expose you and force your demise

To take control of what is truly mine

Changing my world so I can live, uh-uh-uh…

Changing my world so I can live, uh-uh-ah…

Always question authority,

Control my own destiny

Forcing change, breaking free

From the gears of the machine

Changing my world so I can live

Execution powershift

Changing my world so I can live

Execution powershift

Powershift

Powershift

Powershifter!

Infinity Shred - Mapper

Wrzesień

Harper - Falling

tekst dnia

 "Trudno stworzyć zdrowy związek, kiedy nie ma się dobrych relacji z samym sobą."

Locke & Key

Sierpień

Paint It Black

I look inside myself and see my heart is black

Blood Machines

Lipiec

Abeyance

What once was

Will be again

 

Closed eyes witnessing

A truth so worrying

No words can cure

Abeyance

 

Here, but not present

Never meant to stay

 

Closed eyes witnessing

A truth so worrying

No words can cure

Abeyance

 

A remnant of beyond

Forever drifting further

The vast journey away

From the dearest beheld

Watching from a distance

The looming unknown

 

Closed eyes witnessing

A truth so vile

Take me away

Let me escape

From abeyance

DEMOLISHER

Czerwiec

 

Imaginary Fire

Będziesz smażyć się w piekle

 

Maj

Yellowjacket

Gestaltzerfall

Kwiecień

 

"Koniec świata, jaki znaliśmy powoli się domyka."

Hex

cytat dnia

 "Myślenie magiczne to najbardziej archetypiczna właściwość człowieka tworzącego kulturę".

Krzysztof Madej 

Marzec

 

cytat dnia

"Najgorszy dzień pokoju jest lepszy niż najpiękniejszy dzień wojny".

Called By The Fire

The sky is clouded and grey

like a mirror

Dreams of celestial bliss

buried deep

An invisible web of whispers

spread out over dead-end streets

silently blessing the virtue of sleep

I'm still

Called by the fire

My spirit

Called by the fire

Yes, i'm still

Called by the fire

Called by the fire

Eternally

The flickering light

The heat of the flame

creates and devours

In my soul there is night

Every day I grow more immune

to social sedatives

Every day the web is more

transparent

United in fear and the comfort of reason

illusions that we are all peers

Walking the stairs I am ever more awake

The black cloud is beneath me

and I laugh

A Cancer Called Love

Don't go yet...

Don't go yet...

I used to make long speeches to you after you left

I used to talk to you all the time, even though I was alone

I walked around for months talking to you

And now I don't know what to say

It was easier when I just imagined you

I even imagined you talking back to me

We'd have long conversations, the two of us

It was almost like you were there

I could hear you, I could see you, smell you

I could hear your voice

Sometimes your voice would wake me up

And would wake me up in the middle of the night

Just like you were in the room with me

Then it slowly faded

I couldn't picture you anymore

I tried to talk out loud to you like I used to

But there was nothing there

I couldn't hear you

And then I just gave it up

Everything stopped

You just... disappeared

You just... disappeared

tekst dnia

"Słaba pamięć wzmacnia mięśnie nóg".

I Am Damnation

They can't keep dragging us down

We fought tooth and nail to get here

No, they can't keep dragging us down

We are the ones they fear

They can't keep dragging us down

We fought tooth and nail to get here

No, they can't keep dragging us down

We are the ones they fear

Fight it

Back again, once more round the sun still breathing

You know you'll never see the end of this

There's a grave with your name I'm still digging

I've seen the sins, you made the list

So be careful what you say to me

Because I've got no limits

Just an axe to grind

True spirit like this is hard to find

We were taught to believe

They put a price on our dreams

I'm sick of it all

In front of us

A statue of trust

Yet still I fear the worst

For I am damnation

Incompetent, the way I used to view myself

But now I see the world for the way it is

So here I stand before you all

With a point to prove

And nothing to lose

So be careful what you say to me

Because I've got no limits

Just an axe to grind

I found solace in the struggle, a reason to live

Now this is all that's left of me

Now this is all that's left of me

It feels like I'm marching to the edge of the Earth

Transcending illusions that have held me for years

Acceptance of the life I've led

Breaking out of my head

This is my world

The kingdom of death

They can't keep dragging us down

We fought tooth and nail to get here

We were taught to believe

They put a price on our dreams

I'm sick of it all

In front of us

A statue of trust

Yet still I fear the worst

For this is where I belong

For I am damnation

Fight it

Luty

 

Wolves At The Gate - Lowborn

Baby Blue

I woke in a sweat from a desirous fever in the pocket of yesteryear

Where faults have fallen to some.

I begged not to carry the corpse.

To not be a queer fish in unforgiving hearts.

To not be buried in native clay and preserved for cynicism.

I wish to be a pauper in kind eyes. To feel the gravel beneath my knees.

To wake in a home.

God had sent my calamity into a deep space from which not even in dreams,

Could I ever imagine my escape

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