IDoR 2025

 

Tender

 

You said we were everything we needed to be

We held the key together

And we spoke tender words

All we needed was to breathe

You touched a part of me

You dream a lie

You said too much

Did you ever think a moment could mean this much?

You need to turn away

It's true, it's true that I hoped for the resolution

Did you ever think somebody could give this much?

And so I bleed for you

Did you ever see the path you left for me?

So I attacked you all, until another war began

And so I attacked you all, until my vision turned to black

My silence killed it all

No faith in love remains

We needed more time

Still so many things to say

Lost in time forever

Now so little time to find the gateway to each other

Still so many things to say

Still so many things to say

But no words could ever change

The ground beneath us caving in

Nothing will remain

Still so many things to say

Still no faith remains

It all ended here

Listopad

 

The Wingless Psalm

Dlaczego nie dałeś mi skrzydeł?

A w zamian dałeś mi rozum

I serce tak ciężkie

Od krwi?

Bym wzleciał na skrzydłach

By miast Wierzyc, by widzieć

Bym widział, by wierzyć

I śnic.

 

Dlaczego nie dałeś mi skrzydeł?

Dlaczego idąc do  Ciebie,

Odchodzę od Ciebie

Choć tak mi wciąż Ciebie 

Jest brak?

Chciałbym nieść światło

Choć wiem ze był taki,

Co go nie doniósł

I spadł

Dlaczego nie dałeś mi skrzydeł?

Wołam do Ciebie z Ciemnej Doliny

Czerwieńszy niż krew,

Ciemniejszy niż noc

Bez gwiazd:

A jeśli uwierzę,

Ze wszystko to tylko

Samotność, zwątpienie

I strach?

Dlaczego nie dałeś mi skrzydeł?

Zabrać mi rozum,

Zabrać mi serce

I oczy i ręce

Dziś chciej.

Im bardziej chce skrzydeł,

Tym bardziej bezskrzydły

I Ciebie wciąż w sobie mam mniej. 

Deafheaven - Luna (piano cover)

Paranoid Bulldozer Italiano

Październik

 

Laibach - Vor Sonnen-Aufgang

Oh sky above me

You, pure

Deeper, deeper

You, light-abyss

You are my purity

My happiness before dawn

You are my height

Oh heaven above me

You modest one

Here comes the sun

The bright sun

Oh night-sky

You fine one

Deeper, higher

I already know it

You want to get rid of me

Dawn is already on its way

You are my freedom

Oh sky above me

You squanderer

Here comes the sun

The bright Sun

Here comes the sun

The bright sun

The sun

Cytat dnia

 "Mamy wszystko, czego nam potrzeba do szczęścia, ale nie jesteśmy szczęśliwi".

Wrzesień

 

tekst dnia

"W dupie mam Twoją gównianą opinię!".

Sierpień

 

tekst dnia

"Bez przeszkód nie ma postępu".

Lipiec

 

Therapy

LAW OF THE [Waste] LAND

Beware of the Wasteland

Cause it will sink you down & deep into quicksand 

Watch out 

Kill or be killed

Cus everybody does what's right in their own eyes 

Back off  

It's dog eat dog

When you're living in the dark 

Wasteland

Running for your life

It's time to break it down: another victim of the thoughtless 

Self-defining truths that we throw around

Another victim for the lawless

We play judge, jury, executioner

Watch out  kill or be killed

Cus everybody does what's right in their own eyes

Beware of the Wasteland cause it's coming for your life

Law for the lawless world

Pray on the weak  

Tear their flesh from their broken bones 

Eye for an eye  

Tooth for tooth

Sleep with one eye open

Wasteland  

Running your life

Just take a look around: it is survival of the fittest

Waiting for their chance to put you in the ground 

Everybody's got their hit list

We play judge, jury, executioner

Heads up vultures surround

Cus everybody does what's right for their own lives 

Beware of the Wasteland cus it's coming for your life

While living our lives so careless & heartless 

There won't be a rest from a of this carnage

The law of the Wasteland

Can't wash the blood o my hands

When our love is so loveless  but we blame You for our own mess

A our gods are godless

A our lives are lifeless 

While playing the judge & the jury & executioner 

Why? 

It's just so dangerous

Why? Why do we live like this?

Czerwiec

 

Regenerate

"What the fuck is this shit? It's just noise".

Maj

 

tekst dnia

"Najlepsze gówno świata".

Dreamless

Breathe it in

You're dreaming dead

Vision and apparition

Voice and exhilaration

Breathe it in and reflect

You're dreaming in sequence

Kwiecień

 

Today is the Day

 

cytat dnia

 "Czarna ospa prawdopodobnie zabiła więcej ludzi niż wszystkie wojny razem wzięte". 

Marzec

 

Bitches Brew

As the moon ascends

The wolves come out to see the end

They hide from view and wait

To watch the ghost inside you come awake

And when the shots go off, you hear them call

My heart is racing just to see it all

To watch you crawl out of your changing shape

Take all your breath and watch it come awake

From the flames of the fire,

I feel you crawling to my bed

Throwing shapes at the sky,

I watch you crying to me

With your knees open

I display you, taunt the beast again

'Cause when you move and shake

That thing inside you comes awake

As you dance against the breathing wall

My claws are out, I want to feel it all

Feel it crawl inside you, changing shape

Take out your breath and feel you come awake

From the flames of the fire,

I feel you crawling to my bed

Throwing shapes at the sky,

I watch you crying to me

Say something, pray for something

Say something, pray to something

Say something, pray to something

Say something, pray to something

Say...

(From the flames of the fire

I watch you crawling to me)

From the flames of the fire,

I feel you crawling to my bed

Throwing shapes at the sky,

I watch you crying to me

SAY SOMETHING! PRAY FOR SOMETHING!

SAY SOMETHING! PRAY TO SOMETHING!

SAY 

Love?

MARCH!!!

LOVE...is a way of feeling, oh

LOVE is a way of feeling less alone

So what's all the fuss about?!?

FUCK IT!

LOVE; the paradox of needing

OH LOVE,

MAKE WAY FOR BREEDING

GIVE IT TO ME! GIVE IT TO ME!

FUCK YOU AND YOUR TALK OF LOVE!

I know what I stand for;

I STAND FOR ME!!!

I'll wait for the night to come

So far, suicide at home

For I'm not the man you know

This love is about control!

OH WHAT A FEELING!!!!!

OH WHAT A FEEDING!!!!!

KNOW THE CHOSEN ONES ARE HERE!

ALL HAIL!!!

.....SHIT, FUCKER!

I'll wait for the night to come

So far, suicide at home

For I'm not the man you know...

This love,

IT'S ABOUT CONTROL!

YOU FUCKERS!

ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE

ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE

ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE

Corpseflower

Luty

 

Curse

 

I sold myself on paradise

But I'm giving up on that ghost 

Cause it Keeps me from counting the cost

Moments I've loved and I've lost

Bow down to the splits in the seconds

 

Did I suffer on?

Were the nights too long?

All the echos all so miscalculated

 

When im dead and gone

And the race is won

Will everything be less complicated?

 

I give you my word

In the times I've had enough

I still wish for the worst

As free as a bird

But the days keep crossing off

Heaven came with a curse

 

I’m frozen here I’m paralyzed

Would you pull it outta my throat?

Cause I’m tired of burning these boats

Praying to god that I float

Bow down to the splits in the seconds

 

I give you my word

In the times I've had enough

I still wish for the worst

As free as a bird

But the days keep crossing off

Heaven came with a curse

I won't pretend

To know my end

The credits roll 

Im afraid it’s

The end of the earth

Cause the days keep crossing off

Heaven came with a curse

 

You give me a conscience I’ll give you a crisis

Hard times but id rather see this than be blinded

Breakdown

What’s behind us

Darkness only cares what the light does

 

I give you my word

In the times I've had enough

I still wish for the worst

As free as a bird

But the days keep crossing off

Heaven came with a curse

 

I give you my word

In the times I've had enough

I still wish for the worst

As free as a bird

But the days keep crossing off

Heaven came with a curse

I won't pretend

To know my end

The credits roll 

Im afraid it’s

The end of the earth

Cause the days keep crossing off

Heaven came with a curse

 

Heaven came with a curse

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